I really dont wanna ask a question. I just wanted to express. I am 32 year old, working in nationalised bank earning pretty good amount for self,have a loving family and have amazing friends. despite all these i never into romantic relationship or i can say into any kind of relationship. Why? I dont know, Am I afraid of intimacy or being hurt ?. I never dated anyone. Earlier i thought none is trust worthy. now i am thinking I am too late for this. I dont know, sometimes i thought of an arrange marriage, sometimes i thought of living all alone in my entire life. I feel I am waiting for the right person, But who is right person how can be judge?. My friends are asking me to take risk but what is risk in searcing for partner is not mentioned anywhere. I earlier search in dating apps but found it stupid. Now I am searching in matrimony sites that quite boring. i thing I will die virgin for sure….